New Kid on the Blog

life is full of hellos and goodbyes. that's what they said. but all my life i'd been trying to maintain hellos and avoid goodbyes. took me 24 years to see that is kinda impossible to maintain it all. you have so limited time for making connection towards each and every person you once encountered in your life. there goes your temporary beings. and sometimes, despite all your effort, the temporaries will still gone because not everyone could appreciate you enough, or maybe the chemistry isn't there. for that, i say it's ok. it's not your job to be everyone's best friend but it's your job to have respect for your own self and let them go. i know all the memories will hold you back, but you gotta tough up and tell yourself... in the end, when you have to choose between relation with yourself or others, you have to pick the one who'll never left you behind.

one thing i do realize from all the series i watch, is, i won't be watching em if there is no end to it. i mean what's the point of something that has no end? all the resources and all the things that we are not aware has an end, we directly take it for granted. for examples, i'm mostly thankful for my electricity when there was a blackout. i'm mostly thankful for my water when there was a long draught summer. i'm mostly thankful for the presence of my friends when they were about to go far far away. electricity, water, friends, families, grey's anatomy, we assumed it all will never end. but, is it? we should know better that everything in this world is mortal, and that's the beauty of life. one way or another, it'll all go away. so, here goes this post... for reminding myself to always be thankful of all things and try to enjoy them while it last!